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I hope..... Friday, October 28, 2005
that I am making all the right decisions, some I know can't be but I hope that everything in my life right now turns out for the best
Life is good!!!!!!!!! - Monday, October 17, 2005
my birthday was yesterday, I'm not failing any other class than Biology and I am super in love. my boo is so cute, i spent all day yesterday with him and he gave the most thoughtful, beautiful gift ever!!! it was adorable he couldn't wait to give it to me. its a heart-shaped necklace with diamonds all around it and i was surprised out of my fuckin socks! i almost cried because for some reason jewelry means that he really cares and that really serious about each other and it made me so happy to know that he felt the same way i do about him. he means so much to me and i know that this one is a keeper! so Biology is the class for my major but what can I say, its not for me (at least i don't think). i'm gonna talk to my academic advisor and see what he thinks cuz i think i'm screwed, *oops* anyway back to the good stuff: like i said i'm so happy with my relationship right now that I don't even know why I gave other guys the time of day. i would trade it all for more time with my baby!!!!!!
COLLEGE! ? : ) : P : ( - Saturday, August 27, 2005
hey! to sum up the events of the past week and a half or so, I made it to college, moved in and everything. i got to keep a single room for my own personal space, I'm still so happy! and i was so excited to see that Gina was going here too, she lives one door down from me and we have the same major! if thats not weird I don't know what is. so as I'm getting settled in this guy just walks in my room just to introduce himself and say hi (he lives on the same floor as me too). so of course I start to see him around and notice him more often (he's so cute too). we start talking more and one day he asked why I had never come to visit him in his room so I did. he asked me to dinner, we watched a couple movies and from then on we just hit it off. and now he's my new boyfriend (and that's how baby's are made class). of this means that I had to break up with my boyfriend who is now my ex, which was no fun. i am still getting calls from him today asking why and what can you say? this story makes me sound like such a horrible person when its put down on paper I think I'll just stop writing all together, for now
this is so true
My outercourse activity is snuggling!
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everyday like clockwork - Thursday, February 24, 2005, 07:55 a.m.
I was going to start writing everyday in homeroom but I decided that that would get a little boring because i don't have anything new to say and it would be a waste of my time to reiterate what i said yesterday so you might as well read my entry from yesterday. oh well, until next time,see ya
hump day - Wednesday, February 23, 2005;07:55 a.m.
i'm really bored and i realized that i haven't written in a long time. homeroom for ten minutes is a waste of my brain cells, although i still have homework to do that I won't do. i'm debating whether i should go home or not because Krispy Kreme doughnuts are not the best thing to eat for breakfast. the more i come to school makes me realize how much I really want to leave, i won't miss it either. when i do get out of here i'll probably be at the University of Akron or Toledo. somewhere close to home but just far enough away so that my parents can't get to me that easily. now that i have time to think about it i wish that i had gone to a different school each year of high school i get bored everywhere i go.
Tuesday, January 4, 2005 - 10:01 a.m. - startin' over
well it has really been a long time. i hope that everyone's life is great and has few if any problems. Life gets so hectic sometimes that you can't stop and take advantage of the things that really make you happy. So (if anyone comes across this) here's an update on my life. I still go to CCC, i do plan on going to college (but i am still completly confused). I have a boyfriend and im pretty sure i wrote about him before, but its been a long 10 months and i just know that he's the one. our relationship is so crazy though we fight about the most stupid stuff. Just these past few weeks i thought it was definitely time to call it quits. a friend of mine moved in next door with his Grandmother because things at home were gettin crazy. so we got to chill a little bit over the break and i fell hard for this boy. he is amazing, he's tall, handsome, funny and just everything i think any girl would want (i still do). he doesn't act like anybody else he is just himself and that's what i love about him. i love spending time with him. he always asks me how its going with my boyfriend and gives off little hints that say why are you with him and that he's waiting for me to end it with him. when i started this entry my boyfriend and I were together, since then we broke up. I had to break up with him for two reasons (1) i felt like i was being unfair to him by wanting to be with my friend and still being his girlfriend (2)i don't want to have any regrets about not trying it with my friend and put my relationship with my boyfriend in jeopardy in the future. We ended up on the phone last night laughing about it because we think the time apart will help us to stop fighting so much and we will be so much better the second time around. we both really have so much faith and are putting so much energy into this break up (for all the right reasons) that its just amazing to me. its scary for both of us because there is a chance that we could lose each other but its a chance we'd be willing to take to make everything better.
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